tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31660122011-04-21T17:26:37.429-04:00crying out in fury to the Gods of Fate......come and get me if you can.Grendynoreply@blogger.comBlogger991100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-1129782183721061932005-10-20T00:21:00.000-04:002005-10-20T00:23:03.726-04:00so here I am... better late the never, no? It's nearly the end of October. I am done with a 4 day cold and will be going back to work tomorrow. I get random txt messages from a dude, all the time, and at wierd hours, but I don't think he likes me. Ah well, I am not sure I like him either.more later I suppose. Maybe I'll try to clear stuff outta my head here more often. We'll see.Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-1075684995857855682004-02-01T20:23:00.000-05:002004-02-01T20:24:54.106-05:00so i guess i'll update a bit tonight. since i know now i have some kind of snoopy-ass audience, i'll just write it and say screw you. 'banned' ? give me a break, enjoy Scary Movie 3 and the crowds it brings.
anyway, cold sunday night in the ATL. watching some crap on tv other then the superstupidbowl. screw those guys and the ad they didn't show.
ID4's so silly, but fun. more later, just Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-1060058450301096852003-08-05T00:40:00.000-04:002003-08-05T00:40:50.330-04:00so dammit... here's an update. i know i've not been waxing the philosophic, nor the rambling as of late. been you know, busy. seem to be more able to read others' works then my own at this point. ah well. still not used my tattoo gift certificate as i don't have the art i want to go with the tat as of yet. i am in a pretty good place right now. money's loosened up, tho not by much. ... ok.. Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-1056223867812359312003-06-21T15:31:00.000-04:002003-06-21T15:31:07.796-04:00yawn... been awhile. been busy. life is going generally okay. went to my friend jeremy's band's show last night. they're called The Wrist vs. The Futurist Party... it was a benefit for east atlanta street kids. poorly attended due to the free White Stripes show at stone mountain. everyone got raffle tix when you paid $6 to get in. I ended up winning the grand prize. a Tattoo! whaaaa hooo. can getGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-941197282003-05-10T17:22:00.000-04:002003-05-10T17:22:16.913-04:00so it's may 10th... matt neverkla's birthday.I tried to find him online. no luck. it makes me sad. i think he's be 34 if i am right, maybe 35. i wonder if he thinks of me at all. wierd. also todays' my grandparent's wedding anniversary..only my grandfather's not there to share it. he died in '95. they got married in '35, so this would be 68 years. last night as i was about to leave dad's garage Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-929156552003-04-19T23:27:00.000-04:002003-04-19T23:27:35.530-04:00more later.
check out the other blog.. where's gordo?
sighGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-922510892003-04-08T19:02:00.000-04:002003-04-08T19:02:17.106-04:00show oepend. almsot didnt more later.can't type english now...sigh.Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-917590362003-04-01T00:38:00.000-05:002003-04-01T00:38:42.310-05:00show. rehersal. lucky yates show... homestarrunner.com guys. tiiirreeeed.... more later. prob after show opens. show is Archie's Wierd Fantasy, in case i'd not mentioned it before. it's good. you should come see it.
~HGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-914599402003-03-27T00:04:00.000-05:002003-03-27T00:04:22.576-05:00http://agonist.got.net/ go here, if you read my blog.. this guy's got alla the news you could want/need and more. on other notes... got pics of gordon developed. don't know how to post them on the where's gordo site tho, but sent a note to Dom to get the info. been watching a lot of war movies, but no war. why is that? watched 3 Kings and Black Hawk Down in last 2 days. both are really, really Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-913284212003-03-25T00:38:00.000-05:002003-03-25T00:38:48.936-05:00ill... so ill... florida, i love's ya, but ya make me sick everytime I go home. what IS it about that place? seriously. get home at 3 am thanks to GA DOT wackiness, and i lay down to stomach-cramp o-rama. yay.
boo. didnt' go to work today re: stomach/ illness. bagged on BOD meeting and rehearsal. ended up staying home and watcinh 3 Kings on dvd... surreal. moreso nowdays. talked to jennah, Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-904382292003-03-10T00:01:00.000-05:002003-03-10T00:01:32.716-05:00so it turns out, as i've thought...THE THING holds up. fuuuuuck is that a cool/scary film. I first saw it when I was like 12 or so, at the Garden Drive-In in St Petersburg Florida. now it's a wal-mart. fucking figures. seriously... the place where I saw Phantasm, American Werewolf in London, and more ... a wal-mart.
yay american capitalism. i mean fuck capitalism. seriously. www.moveon.org ...
Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-903445012003-03-08T01:29:00.000-05:002003-03-08T01:29:55.030-05:00Friday night. a wee bit tired. worked from 8:30-4:30 then 6:30-1 am at the dad's GAY-rag. Tonight is the 2nd night of Too Much Light Makes The Baby Go Blind. Go here for more info : www.dadsgarage.com or www.neofuturists.orgGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-900350572003-03-03T00:46:00.000-05:002003-03-03T00:46:54.890-05:00so it's like 11:15 pm here. the show's been over for almost a day. and yet, i slept off and on til 4 pm. got up, watched some of the race in Vegas. went to work at the plaza with ansely the crazy person.
ok.. it's 12:45 am, and i've got to get to bed... spent some time in the aicn room, but was mostly surfing and checkign mail tonight. more later. will now go see what 2nd v-mail ansely just left Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-899799182003-03-01T22:03:00.000-05:002003-03-01T22:03:50.903-05:00so it's almost 4 pm here at the Dad's GAY-rage Theatre ... people have been doing improv since 10:30 last night. Some are punky/// some are punchy. others look like they can go all day. My feet are a little sore, been in my doc marten's since about 10 am or so. I crashed out about 5 am or so, closer to 6 i belive. i slept on this cushion pad in the Top Shelf. i had brought it from home, with my Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-892863482003-02-18T00:10:00.000-05:002003-02-18T00:12:33.000-05:00ok... i was gonna update from DGTC yesterday, but it got hectic, per usual. ran the 8 1/2 x 11 show, then the DATING GAME show by a singles goup... they booked the whole theater for 40 people to show up.
we had to turn some reg. folks away... so that was a bit sad for them. but Kat said that she thought we'd be getting more $$ for this gig then the $20 i'd normally make. so yay for that. gonna Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-890163752003-02-13T00:21:00.000-05:002003-02-13T00:26:09.000-05:00so let's recap... need to call grandmother..feel marisa is using me. work is going pretty good. need to hit up linda for that raise i seem to keep being promised, but never delivered. haven't worked at the plaza since sunday.. don't know what's up with that. clay's gonna be outta town in spain soon and i know she'll need to fill shifts. maybe it's good i have time to fuck off after work sometimesGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-890140632003-02-12T23:28:00.000-05:002003-02-12T23:28:39.923-05:00i'm so excited! i stupidly spent $65 on a new 17 monitor... as my cool as hell computer from brooks made my old 13" one just start freaking out about 3 weeks ago. it would be on for about 15 min, then black out, had to turn off then wait 10 min to try again. made for some really frustraiting times. so now i'm rockin' out on the net to some punk rock... yay technology! and up next is social Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-884099842003-02-02T00:47:00.000-05:002003-02-02T00:47:45.813-05:00a week later. it's 12:30 am. the Columbia crew perished today in a rain upon the earth of tumbling metal and fire. I woke up to sadness, and have had meloncholia all day. called Brooks when I realized what my left-on-all-night tv was blithering at me at about 9:15 am... starting crying trying to tell him this horrid news. got my self together a few minutes later, and called MC. He wasn't watchingGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-879967382003-01-25T01:32:00.000-05:002003-01-25T01:33:29.000-05:00i am so happy to not be freezing here anymore... finally my lazy landlord fixed my wonky heater. yay! i figured out how to work the one in my room... so that's cool too. my monitor's gone all wierd on me last few days.. that whole blackout thing... sigh. DGTC was good tonight... Adri kept tellin' me how 'kick ass' i was tonight. which is always good to hear. i feel like i am finally getting my Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-879417792003-01-24T00:40:00.000-05:002003-01-24T00:40:07.633-05:00cold..so cold. wish i had some fucking HEAT in this jizzoint... cats on bed are ahelp, but don't work for cold hands when typing.. must type fast.. monitor's fading on me... can have on for 15 min,then off for 5 ..
bummer. been busy at work (s) ... told ansley at Der Platz that i would Admin Assist her ...she will think about it. get a few more hours in that way, i hope
jahi at work asked me Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-875216112003-01-16T01:03:00.000-05:002003-01-16T01:03:39.380-05:00going to go to bed now... talking w/ jennah in pm ...she's really stressed about a new relationship. offering helpful shite, not sure if it's doing any good. stomach rumbling, as i had 1/2 a turkey sammich for dinner at 8 pm. don't want ot eat again, too late and teeth brushed. more later. tomorrow is jepordy at Coop's house as her sister's on.
if anyone reading this watches, she's Sarah from Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-875200472003-01-16T00:17:00.000-05:002003-01-16T00:19:22.000-05:00back from work, all showered, and trying to be less chilly. i smell good tho, so that's a plus. karen at work had someone she knows at her day job die monday. he was beaten to death by someone else from her job. they are both inmates with mental problems at this prison. how horrid. she was almost on the verge of tears when talking about how it went down. needless to say, she's a huge OZ fan. Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-875012122003-01-15T18:22:00.000-05:002003-01-15T18:25:01.000-05:00wednesday evening. soon to go to Der Platz and work for 4 hours since someone called out sick. sigh. too nice syndrome kicking in again. sure, i'll do it, no problem. when, in reality, it's just about period time and all i want to do is sleep. boobies are tender and it's cold outside. brrr in the bedroom too, as still my amazingly slack-assed landlord hasn't fixed my heat. thank goodness for theGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-873378112003-01-13T00:04:00.001-05:002003-01-13T00:04:40.130-05:00here's the new article for co-options. just so's ya know what the hell this is.Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-869956852003-01-06T01:48:00.000-05:002003-01-06T01:48:57.740-05:00sleeeeeep becons me.. it's 1:46 am fer cryin' out loud... no more decafe green tea w/ two sugars in it for me, i guess. (sigh) off to bed with New Model Army playing for the 4th time. it's so damn good. THE LOVE OF HOPELESS CAUSES is the album. buy it. live it. be it.
i'm audi like 9000.
HGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-869941252003-01-06T00:59:00.000-05:002003-01-06T00:59:50.886-05:00 ok.. so i'd left off at work sunday. work's goign good. waiting for raise to start. trying not to get my fuckign paycheck GARNISHED. ahhh more berny trauma. wish to fuck i could just stop delaing with the fallout finically from him. short version= bought crappy car, had 3 years, paid prinicapl. gave back car, thought all was cool jan 2000 papers delivered to a 'mr blain' at old apt saying will Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-869923092003-01-06T00:08:00.000-05:002003-01-06T00:10:35.000-05:005th of january now. busy week. listening to New Model Army..who are just too cool for school.
going to DL some from Kazaa soonish.. but w/ my connect speed it takes like 35 min for one song
getting some stevie wonder and cyote shivers now.
let's see... left off on the 2nd. New year's eve I came home from work a bit tired, slept a few hours, got up abotu 9:30 or so.. made dinner and took a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-868170612003-01-02T01:17:00.000-05:002003-01-02T01:17:55.116-05:00Happy New Year! 2003! other then trying to wrangle AMAZON to work with me instead of against me to buy the BUFFY 1st season (courtesy of my cousin Jeff and his new wife Lisa) the year's going well thus far. woke up 11-ish. more later... happy new year to all that read this... i intend to be more speedy with posting.. from my new computer i am getting hooked up soonish.
Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-853658802002-12-02T01:56:00.000-05:002002-12-03T23:42:23.000-05:00too much now.. more later. gramma the hutt came thru surgery like the champ she is.,,, saw doug white last night. like 573 years ago he had the supa-dupa crush on me and i didn't know for like 3 years. he came to mike's party. he brought his seperated 2nd wife. which i found wierd. i mentioned it to karen this AM-ish when we was all woke up... anyway, she said of course he brought someone, Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-853628882002-12-02T00:25:00.000-05:002002-12-02T00:25:57.750-05:00testing... Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-853260832002-12-01T04:39:00.000-05:002002-12-01T04:39:42.926-05:00wel lit's 4 am ish.. my auint called me at mikes house about midnight to tell me that my grandmother whom i love dearly has fallen down and brokern her hiop. it's got me really rather freaked out, tho being able to get soem hugs from chrisite-head and danielle made it easier to bear. i called brooks after aunt mary did, and he's got the tums out already. i know he's totally kickeing himself aboutGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-853108112002-11-30T19:42:00.000-05:002002-11-30T19:42:09.750-05:00holy crap it's been a long time since I've posted.
It's two days after thanksgiving and I am at mike's house in St Pete, FL. It's about 70 degrees and it was nuthin' but beautiful. Chrisite from Minneapolis is here visitin' for the holiday. it's swell on toast to see her again. like danielle, when i see christie-head it's a super flash back to how great my friends are. i mean. some of the peopleGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-827759732002-10-10T00:31:00.000-04:002002-10-10T00:31:12.656-04:00 All Thai'd Up
By Holly B
Hi there. I am starting my first column on Vegetarian and Vegan restaurants, or regular restaurants with vegetarian options. In the intrest of full disclosure, I am not a complete vegetarian, nor am I a professional food critic. I just thought it would be a nice addition to Co-Options to let people know about the places in and around town to find some good grub. So, Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-820789782002-09-25T00:16:00.000-04:002002-09-25T00:16:41.586-04:00so it's tuesday evening, and i've been slackin a bit. halfeassed-ly cleaned my room, which tonight consisted of shuffling papers around, searching for the cd-rom disck to reinstall the damn thing, and moving 5 hangers to my bed, from where i'll move them when i go to bed, with, hopefully will be soon. not too tired, but its another fab 14 hour workday for me tomorrow.went to see that greek Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-819777822002-09-22T23:52:00.000-04:002002-09-22T23:54:50.000-04:00man... no kidding... monday at work was just a real pisser. just people being all jerky at me. i was so ready to get the hell outta there. i have been very emotional this week. right now i am watcfhing the emmy's and it's the band of brothers guys there, who won the award. it is just making me tear up, looking at these old men who gave all they could and saved the world. the did. honestly. save.Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-817062152002-09-16T23:47:00.000-04:002002-09-22T23:27:51.000-04:00wonky day at work...all disconflusterated.
will write more tomorrow.
bye
Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-816572932002-09-16T00:27:00.000-04:002002-09-16T00:27:38.516-04:00today: went to work at Der Platz. arrived 15 min late, re: thought i had to be there 12:15-6:15... not true, campers. Was to be there 12-6. D'oh! ansley was concerned, rightfully so, but not too pissy. advised wrote time down wrong when she called me thursday. then she and clay started in on each other. i swear, it's like watching your parents fight or something. always uncomfortable. so i set toGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-816303252002-09-15T10:44:00.000-04:002002-09-15T10:50:01.000-04:00so.. cameron again... he came into the store today. i made a joke to him about how often he's coming in to the store.... (now 10 am the next day, got a call from sat kirpal at 1:45 am or something, so just went to bed...pretty much excactly 8 hours sleep. still physically groggy, but mentally okay. yawn...) anyway... as sarah doesn't work where she did before (i think) I asked Cameron as he was Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-816172802002-09-14T23:36:00.000-04:002002-09-14T23:36:40.010-04:00so ..for my birthday, it ws like fucking 9-11 hype had just overshadowed it. no one sent me e-cards, or real ones. i still havne't gotten ym gift from my aunt yet. fucking post office sent it back to themselfves. oh PS..this is the one by the airport...not oyu know, no easly accesable. i work 34 FEET from a post office, but NOOOO it goes to Hartsfield. dangit. this REM album rocks... i don't knowGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-816169542002-09-14T23:25:00.000-04:002002-09-14T23:31:37.000-04:00so... cat/bed/friday. all over the place right now. more about that. go to work, trishula (ne:cathy) tells me a bit abuout it. which, makes me worried a little. not actively paranoid, concerned. called brooks, got the v-mail.left message he never called me back. other then the 3-door cooler brekaing down AGAIN, and the repair guy tryin' to convert me to jesus for 2 hours, it was a good day. the Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-816164322002-09-14T23:08:00.000-04:002002-09-14T23:08:27.506-04:00so it's saturday, and once again, am at home. had options for this evening., just didn't take any of them up. lame-o. coulda went to dad's for the shizo, but didn't feel like getting dressed, tank top and shorts is my fasion tonight. took at nap after work at Sev. that was nice, woek up 7-ish when marisa called me to see if i'd wnat ot go to zykka w/ her and jeff. normally i'd be all over that,Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-814390582002-09-11T00:06:00.000-04:002002-09-11T00:06:26.030-04:00so..came home last night, collapsed essentially. got really exhausted at work. marisa came and gave me a gift THE DARTH MALT AND OTHER GALACTIC GOODIES cookbook. tres' silly
gonna watch te movies i rented,. birthday was not fab. brooks called, talked to G$ and aunt mary. jacob took me to lunch...yummy vegan food. took a nap. woke up, showered etc...no wait, i showered early in the day. anyway, Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-813429182002-09-09T00:47:00.000-04:002002-09-09T00:47:47.716-04:00whew! finally figgured out the blog-posting problems i'd had for last 30 min or so.
now it's a quarter to 1 and i have to wrok 8:30 am to 11:30 tomorrow with about an hour or so in between jobs. plan on trying to not be too tired. we'll see how far some yerba mate' in the morning can take me. more will be posted later, tomorrow hopefully. goign to get back into this regular posting thing again.Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-813425462002-09-09T00:36:00.000-04:002002-09-09T00:41:26.000-04:00 so... (side note: i think it was mark meer, or maybe kevin from edmonton, ...no wait.. it was John Gregorio who said ' it looks like you got the theater in the dovorce") ... anyway... tournement was a great deal of fun. afterwords, we went to the masquerade, as dj rene' was spinni' there. also lots of fun. tommy futch came on the dance floor in his wheelchair (as, i supposed, opposed to NOT inGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-813411902002-09-08T23:59:00.000-04:002002-09-09T00:34:48.000-04:00somebody wake up cronkite.
dammit. I wanted him there, last year, telling me all would be okay. cosmically okay. I remember watching those mighty buildlings get hit, and watched them tumble to the ground, tears just sitting in my eyes, hardly albe to look at anyone, for fear of just crying again, and agin, not able to stop. i am watching this stupid hollywood-type show, it's all about how the Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-800791982002-08-10T18:59:00.000-04:002002-08-10T18:59:22.080-04:00recent ME news:
been cleanin' my house so's my roomate, who moves in today will have a nice place to live, and it will feel comfy to him. his name's steve, and he's movinge here from sarasota. he went to Ringling School of Art and Design w/ a guy i work w/ at Sevananda Co-Op. he will be bringing w/ him somewhere between 150-200 scorpions, spiders and madagascar hissing cockroaches.
whoo hoo!
i amGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-794224682002-07-26T00:00:00.000-04:002002-07-26T00:00:17.186-04:00
1. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
probably in Florence Italy, I hear it's amazingly beautiful, and I could go see amazing art all the time. and thusly, be amazed.
2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING? -
the cool black ankle-length split skirt that spilts up to my knees. makes my cool three inch stack-heel combat boots look PHAT
3. FAVORITE PHYSICAL Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-794176382002-07-25T21:48:00.000-04:002002-07-25T21:48:51.393-04:00 here's a letter that i sent to a buncha peeps...
hey..what's going on in my life?
I mean, I have been outta contact with a great deal of you for a while. So i've decided to let'cha all know what i've been doing.
let's just backtrack to about november, okay?
last November 13, got divorced from Berny Clark. It's all to the good, belive me. We'd grown apart, and he decided he needed to 'find Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-791813852002-07-20T02:47:00.000-04:002002-07-20T02:47:36.723-04:00http://www.darpa.mil/iao/index.htm 'i guess it wouldn't surprise you to know i am seeing a shrink. not a psychiatrist, a shrivled up little guy' - kevin meaney --- more later ..sleepyGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-789574322002-07-14T23:27:00.000-04:002002-07-14T23:27:33.773-04:00sunday evening.-- to continue... got to mike's house, took a shower, fell asleep for a few hours, like 4 or so. go up... chilled w/ karen and peeps. paula, spike, whitney and me and lea went to see mike and alex (his 6 y/o son) in Jesus Christ Superstar in tampa.
it was mediochre to awful on parts, mostly having to do with costumes (or lack of) and some of the people being background w/o a lot Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-788511512002-07-12T01:15:00.000-04:002002-07-12T01:15:32.210-04:00so good lord it's july already.. sheesh
went to mike's house in FLA for Beau's 'anniversary' to be with my friends. drove to athens to pick up christine and matt. i wasn't sure how the nice long drive w/ them would go as i've not ever been especialyl close with christine, and don't know matt all that well.
anyway..went down to FLA... got in at like 8:30 am--- more later it's 1:15 am here and Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-767151942002-05-19T01:54:00.000-04:002002-05-19T01:54:33.493-04:00today's Friday May 17, and I am going to see Star Wars for a second time. YAY!!!
saw it Wednesday at midnight... w/ Rob bjorkholm... i love his last name. thank goodness Bjork exists...else no one would know how to pronounce his name hah
Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-764864442002-05-13T02:09:00.000-04:002002-05-13T02:09:05.590-04:00blogger.comGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-764863342002-05-13T02:04:00.000-04:002002-05-13T02:04:16.240-04:00so..back from mickey-d's..crap on a stick..but i was hungry. anyway..took some liver clensey stuff from work that i bought and it seemed to have done the trick..all hives are gone. yay.
Tom tom tom...what is the deal with him? are we just friends? we've hung iut quite a bit recently... but i don't know. i get not mixed signals from him but no signals at all.other then friendship... sometimes iGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-764845222002-05-13T00:57:00.000-04:002002-05-13T00:57:47.250-04:00found my wallet...was in my bag..big relief. tooth eventually stopped hurting, however i took one of thoe codiene pills, caused an allergic reaction. made me all hive-y on my left should upper right chest and left arm..wierd. clay from the plaza told me i was allergic to opiates...since he's been doing heroin for like 20 years, i figgured he knew what he was talking about. post more Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-760273402002-05-01T00:04:00.000-04:002002-05-01T00:04:14.993-04:00so, tooth out, upper right molar. big bastard, took like 10 minutes to pull out. have hole in head, owie.
lost wallet, no id no atm/debit card. fortunetly the guy at the bank recognized me and let me get soem $$ out. off to the pharmacy for some tylenol 3 w/ codine whiech i don't wanna take. and then to the plaza for my paycheck, which ansley was a jerk about getting and yelling at a former Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-759510032002-04-29T01:01:00.000-04:002002-04-29T01:01:06.960-04:00http://www.newmodelarmy.org/fhome.htm
must go there... great lyrics. good music.
so...booty call successful, went to wrok feeling smug as all hell. dressed nice and was giggly over early morning nookie for most of the day. Marisa came in and grilled me over lunch...which was at Flying Biscuit.
more later..it's 1 am hereGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-757514792002-04-23T22:23:00.000-04:002002-04-23T22:23:02.773-04:00so... the art of negotiating a booty call..
more later
:*grin* Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-751520092002-04-08T00:19:00.000-04:002002-04-08T00:19:49.210-04:00so it's the 6th of april. been busy, per usual. friday i went to the atlanta ballet w/ rob b. he picked me up, and paid for parking and bought me a drink and some beers fro himself it was m.butterfly...adapted fvrom puccini's opera. so, we'll see if that will work...
back in afew..just testing something
Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-113678752002-04-02T00:56:00.000-05:002002-04-02T00:56:04.870-05:00oh christ... it's April 1.. nearly a month since I last wrote. so much has been going oin with my life. lets get the stuff outta the way...
work at Sevananda... going well. ... since justus went on maternity leave, we've got two new peeps to replace her, working out well ... the other day, linda my boss talke to me about some stuff i've been slacking on, i stood there and took it, not likee a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-103962292002-03-05T00:30:00.000-05:002002-03-05T00:30:32.530-05:00so it's monday night... march 4. it's juliet's birthday... i hope it was a good one for her, it's too late to call her now i guess, as it's near to midnight.
this weekend. start w/ friday. work was good. it's been hella busy lately...but good. went to screening on friday of KISSING JESSICA STIEN... it was a CHUD.com gig. and nick and the posse were there, as was Rob and his mime-y-wife...the Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-103947482002-03-04T23:44:00.000-05:002002-03-04T23:44:20.773-05:00hiGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-103944222002-03-04T23:34:00.000-05:002002-03-04T23:34:46.673-05:00testGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-101718222002-02-26T23:59:00.000-05:002002-02-26T23:59:43.276-05:00tuesday night... what's been happening ? friday went to lunch w/ maris and pam, it was good, but sat kirpal wasn't there, as he was snogging leah's sister, the dominatrix... ah well. marisa and i made plans to see a movie after work, but i fell asleep and woke up at 10-ish,. she'd not called. i felt it was too late. so was watching the olympics (as usual). Cameron and his punk rocks boys called Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-98341102002-02-17T22:24:00.000-05:002002-02-17T22:24:25.786-05:00so, it's sunday night, like 10 days later... am watching the ice dancing at the olympics now. i really love all that the games stand for, the triumph, the will to suceceed, the adversity in getting to the games, all those damn 'human intrest' strories.
i got an email from harley today... it's sooo good to hear from him. i am glad he's well, and is happily married.
i keep meaning to write to a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-94679172002-02-07T01:04:00.000-05:002002-02-07T01:04:45.920-05:00so it's wednesday night, at like 11:50 pm or so... I have terrible hiccups and shitty connect speed, so it's bee na banner evening all around. oh, and i've been crying too. last monday, the day after my car break-in i go to work, where Themis, a girl i work with, tells me that her adopted mother is sick with cancer. just discovered, and now she's in hospital. i feel terrible, for liza,and her Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-93535972002-02-04T02:01:00.000-05:002002-02-04T02:01:06.976-05:00ok.. it's Feb 3.. i've not written for a long time. things, as usua are hectic.
let's just go with New Years Eve. ... start from there. Went to DGTC after re-dying my hair all freshly purple again. hung out with Liz and the jr. Faughnan, her son, Allie... was fun, stuck around a little bit after, then headed to Rob's house. it was a smallish thing w/ him and his wife and a few other people. she Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-86191442002-01-12T00:01:00.000-05:002002-01-12T00:01:34.176-05:00so good lord, it's the New Year already..happy 2002 to all of us.
so.. okay.. will backtrack to christmas... went to Florida, stayed at Mike's house, as usual. he's agreat host w/ the most. in this case, the most being digital cable a dvd player and a cable modem. whoo hoo after my slow-ass modem and stuff, it's so nice to get soem fast speed going.... prev to gloing to FLA i'd gone dancing withGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-81374272001-12-23T00:34:00.000-05:002001-12-23T00:34:43.470-05:00holy cow it's been a long time since i updated., heck.
lets see...what's happened. well it's December 22/23, I am in Florida, at mikes house, on his supa-fast computer.
got home from thanksgiving, had to pacvk a lot, since was moving the next weekend. that friday, Juliet and Christine and Jon-Jon called me from Athens. they were comign into town to go dancing. so i met w/ them at Club Rarity, in Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-73396152001-11-23T03:39:00.000-05:002001-11-23T03:39:34.843-05:00thanksgiving night... late. am still sick, hearling partially blocked from cold. watched a lot of buffy tonight like 9-2 am... oh man..thats like 5 hours
talking w/ neil about the BNAT stuff, looking forward to it, just must go home and pack like the wind. might call Serene tomorrow, as Brooks, Mike and his son, Alex are driving to Orlando tomorrow, and will be gone most of the day. ao i'm not Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-73154842001-11-22T03:04:00.000-05:002001-11-22T03:04:36.706-05:00so am at Mike McGreevy's house in Flordia now, drove in last night about 1:30 am. kinda sick w/ a cold, and am not feeling well.
the TMLMTBGB shows were amazing, funny, touching etc. i highly recommend them for those going to Chicago.
i was at Dad's til 3 am... came home and watched the metero shower... but that's a different story, one i'll post here later.Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-72081062001-11-18T00:05:00.000-05:002001-11-18T00:05:40.886-05:00so thursday i could not sleep for the life of me... i tossed and turned like a fool. part of it was from replaying conversation with Tom over and over in my head. he'd confronted me about something rachel at work had said...and what i'd said to her etc... something like a game of Operator... i said one thing, he got something entirely different. anyway... the way he said it was really cool and Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-71633482001-11-16T00:21:00.000-05:002001-11-16T00:21:09.916-05:00crimeney...
it's been way too long for an update by me... lets' see. phone's currently out, re: big ass phoen bill fro m$1600 in collect calls from Beau last year. down to like $455 or so. so that's good. but it's still a lot.
work at Sev going well, closed tonight so Tom could go see Stereolab, tho i'd wanted to see that show myself. alos tonight was the Psychedelic Furs and Echo and the Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-69553142001-11-07T21:55:00.000-05:002001-11-07T21:55:45.456-05:00wednesday night, at work, home phone's still out, so no 'puter for me right now. oh well.
work's going okay, soon hope to be promoted/raise'd so that would be nice. finished the last show of Farewell the Fair country today, got $75, yay me! ... now i can pay nessa back for the plane tix to BNAT.
talked to TOM at work a bunch yesterday, as i seem to do everytime i see him., i am not sure if Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-68737942001-11-05T00:48:00.000-05:002001-11-05T00:48:36.350-05:00sunday evening... just watched the last game of the world series, good game. been busy. worked at the plaza yesterday, then picked up Chris (alpha) at his and Sirkka's place, chatted w/ her a bit and then went to see Mullholland drive. it's really good/wierd/freaky.
took him home, debated going to dad's garage, said fuckit and went.
took Ali (alaisdair) from George so he could finish the pre-showGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-67873182001-11-01T11:41:00.001-05:002001-11-01T11:41:32.636-05:00so now it's thursday, been busy again this week. worked monday 6:30 til 10:45 at the Plaza, after working fomr 9- 5:45 at Sev...came home, napped for 15 minutes, and started again. it was pretty cake, as far as jobs go. told ansley why i needed time off for thanksgiving and christmas... the whole mom died 4 days befroe thanksgiving, and beau's birthday was december 21 thing. so she and robert, a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-67873172001-11-01T11:41:00.000-05:002001-11-01T11:41:30.323-05:00so now it's thursday, been busy again this week. worked monday 6:30 til 10:45 at the Plaza, after working fomr 9- 5:45 at Sev...came home, napped for 15 minutes, and started again. it was pretty cake, as far as jobs go. told ansley why i needed time off for thanksgiving and christmas... the whole mom died 4 days befroe thanksgiving, and beau's birthday was december 21 thing. so she and robert, a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-66934132001-10-29T00:36:00.000-05:002001-10-29T00:36:01.213-05:00so it's sunday night, and i've not had time to update for a bit, tho plenty of interesting stuff's happened to/around me.
first off..thursday night, Lefont Plaza Theater called me, hired on the sopt, w/o an application, and i'd talked to the manager about a job like 2 months before, when i saw Hedwig and the Angry Inch (which, by the way, I totally loved, and highly recommend)
anyway... Ansley Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-65716682001-10-23T23:55:00.000-04:002001-10-23T23:55:13.303-04:00tuesday evening... work was good/busy as usual... found a flyer on the community bulliten board about a room for rent in a house. it's $550 + 22.5 % of the utilities. it's 1/4 of a house that's 3000 sf. i'd be in a 21x 25 bedroom on the 2nd floor w/ two guys in the other rooms. the owner is in a wheelchair (after a rollerblade incident) and he lives downstairs. i think i could put my bed, futon Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-65456682001-10-23T01:41:00.000-04:002001-10-23T01:41:36.220-04:00so today's monday... didn't sleep well.. only like 4 hours, got to sleep around 4 am... ugh
work was slowish. i was sleepy. chris was in a godo mood, hardly saw Rob. did my crap, talked w/ the elusive Emily a bit, tho of course, it was shallow and non-revealing on her part. i like her, and i wonder if she'd talked to me to try and see more why chris (alpha) is my friend. and stuff. not sure. Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-65180632001-10-22T01:42:00.000-04:002001-10-22T01:42:21.413-04:00okay... friday after work went to Dad's Garage to work the shows... went well... scandal was funny as hell. went to the brewhouse w/ Chris and Cameron... had a burger and talked. about Katy a bit. see prev posts for that info. got home abotu 2 am..went right to bed, as Hiedi'd asked me to run the kids show the night before, and i had to be there at 11 am... got up, watched some x-men cartoon wentGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-64971032001-10-21T02:30:00.000-04:002001-10-21T02:30:32.130-04:00so it's about 2 am sat oct 20, despite what the date reads...damn brit-site...
once again, goit my car broken into... this was Wed night, at the theater i was working at for the show... nothing taken this time, just the winsow smashed out. ... i was pissed... brooks was more pissed. i was gonna go to this film-party in atlanta, at the Fountainhead , but when this happend, i figgured that andy Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-63987152001-10-17T01:36:00.000-04:002001-10-17T01:36:38.763-04:00so sincei had to reboot yesterday, i lost my post. which was short anyway. i woke up, got outta bed, dragged a comb across my head, went downstairs and drank a cup (with apologies to the beatles)
so i go outside, dragging a brush thru my hair, a cup of health-shake crap in hand, bag slung over body, and the door to my Geo Metro is wide open, as is the trunk, the window is smashed completly and Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-63439592001-10-15T00:27:00.000-04:002001-10-15T00:27:49.653-04:00okay..been a few days. lets see...last i left off in my adventures it was thursday. I worked the second sohw of r Suzie at the thater so i could make a quick $20. show was good i suppose...tho i was tired from rehersal. friday at work, good, slow... stragnely enough chris came in to work afew hours, I had lunch w/ Pam and Sat Kirpal from work . Sat(pronounced Saat) works in the Herb dept and Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-62819332001-10-12T01:25:00.000-04:002001-10-12T01:25:18.126-04:00work today was good... Sevananda is a pretty damn cool place to work, i laugh all the time. made the cravatt for Marc to wear in the show, made some cards, talked to Tom (the new guy ) a bit ... i want him to teach me chinese... but am not sure if/when he'sd do it.
i know it's a hard language to learn, but it's soo cool.
went to the theater after rehersal, and asked suzie if i coule work the Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-62818392001-10-12T01:18:00.000-04:002001-10-12T01:18:36.916-04:00talking to chris today was good..sorta.. if i have to goto FLA to deal w/ the repo on my mom's house he said he might go with me.
that would be cool. i think it would be great fun. stay ay mike's or my aunt's house ... have him meet Aunt Mary and Grandma...
must must must buy her some candied ginger... mail it tomorrow..with that those dang postcards i've not mailed yet.
themis got hit by a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-62549072001-10-11T01:06:00.000-04:002001-10-11T01:06:16.900-04:00talking to chris today was good..sorta.. if i have to goto FLA to deal w/ the repo on my mom's house he said he might go with me.
that would be cool. i think it would be great fun. stay ay mike's or my aunt's house ... have him meet Aunt MAry and Grandma...
must must must buy her some candied ginger... mail it tomorrow..with that those dang postcards i've not mailed yet.
themis got hit by a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-62544532001-10-11T00:43:00.000-04:002001-10-11T00:43:34.320-04:00talking to chris today was good..sorta.. if i have to goto FLA to deal w/ the repo on my mom's house he said he might go with me.
that would be cool. i think it would be great fun. stay ay mike's or my aunt's house ... have him meet Aunt MAry and Grandma...
must must must buy her some candied ginger... mail it tomorrow..with that those dang postcards i've not mailed yet.
themis got hit by a Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-62541572001-10-11T00:29:00.000-04:002001-10-11T00:29:07.046-04:00so dammit..thanks to my explorer probs i had to reboot before posting this
grrr... ah well.. today at work was aoky... i didn't want to call someone a friggin' cunt on the phone...so that's a good sign. i don't oftern feel like that, but that woman yesterday just pissed me off...she damn near 'you people'd me ... i hate that.
after work, ran some contracts, went to the cloth store that seems toGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-62301242001-10-10T01:46:00.000-04:002001-10-10T01:46:18.646-04:00it's tuesday... had play rehersal tonight for FAREWELL THE FAIR COUNTRY... it opens sunday at THEATRE GAEL in atlanta. it's about he Irish Potato Famine. it's sad, but also uplifting at the end. but that's only after killing off 90 % of the cast.
yay Irish.
i have to do some costume and props by thursday.. so i gotta get them done tomorrow night
i just didn't feel like it tonight.
it seems the Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61848502001-10-08T01:01:00.000-04:002001-10-08T01:01:55.480-04:00so... enough rambling poetry for the evening...
went to work today, just to pick up some juice and snaky-cake type vittles
talked to jacob, he's working my info desk on sundays... he's nice... young and cute
and finally, confirmed that he's gay
my gadar was all wonky around him, tho i think it might have been kamron confusing it when ever i am near him too
i like jacob. he's swell. went from Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61835072001-10-07T23:52:00.000-04:002001-10-07T23:52:58.543-04:00BONES OF A THOUGHT
(c) 1991
The House of Cards collapsed
and I was hit with a falling heart of clubs
and battered into sanity
In the razor slowness
of sublime, divine entreaty
I push it away
and am bashed in the face
as the white lights and slaughtered nights
snatch me
and i am
none
Twisted mystery
and enlightened haunts
make me a favored spectre
on the grassy knoll
They took my Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61832122001-10-07T23:38:00.000-04:002001-10-07T23:38:45.463-04:00this was written by my younger brother Beau, my great friend Chrisite and me, at a Wag's restaruant on 1990.
spinning momentum,
coupled with dead stop
leaves falling forever in silence
stabbing through the air as they decend
when i saw them drift to the very bottom.
lying under a moving mirror,
I smiled and it was eternal
until the imgae implodes,
lovingly filling my mind with feathers
and IGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61830782001-10-07T23:32:00.000-04:002001-10-07T23:32:43.720-04:00broken like birdfeathers
we lie strewn across the field
asleep in dreams
12/9/90
HB
Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61829672001-10-07T23:27:00.000-04:002001-10-07T23:27:39.183-04:00My Friends
my happiness wxplodes
in tiny sparkles of light
as glittery particles of ME
drift outward in not-really patters
and are drawn to you
latching on with hooks of forever
because you are you
and i am me
and we are one when the time is right
i can love you and understand
and show no fear
all of our pettiness and problems
are swept aside
with the gentle grasping of hands,
we stand and Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61828682001-10-07T23:23:00.000-04:002001-10-07T23:23:20.900-04:00here's some poetry from a while ago...
my own martyrdom shrieks
at me in technicolor vomit
spewn out in
remorsful fits of despair
and as i lay heaving on the floor
i laughed at my own stupidity
and wanted yet again
to be the person i once was
mortis is my lover
and we kiss, passionatley,
blood-flecked spittle
smearing my face
when i push him away in one last attempt
to redeam myself.
Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61651072001-10-07T02:28:00.000-04:002001-10-07T02:28:23.390-04:00
these are all cool places to goGrendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61647262001-10-07T02:03:00.000-04:002001-10-07T02:03:09.016-04:00so i just got home from dinner w/ andy and ness and matt and ac... was good, even if it was ham. ugh. watched drop dead goirgeous on dvd, which was good and silly. i feel sometimes like a 5th wheel with those guys, even when it's jsut me and andy and nessa i've been by myself for a year now, give or take. sometimes i stick my head in the sand, i don't know how to show someone how much i care for Grendynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166012.post-61593312001-10-06T19:57:00.000-04:002001-10-06T19:57:30.810-04:00 so here i am ... soon to be a blogger. well, technically i think i already am a blogger. who knew? i like the idea, and i think i'll try to keep this up, more so then the open diary i attempted earlier this year.
this is saturday, october 5, 2001. i am soon to be divorced from a nice but somewhat idiotic guy. i am 31. my birthday was the day before the WTC incident, it was the 3rd month since myGrendynoreply@blogger.com